leip4Ier @leip4Ier@infosec.exchange

my today's toots look like just an unparseable stream of thoughts

sorry for taking up your timelines...

@ais05 gave me a nearly normal life (will be even good soon), while what i had before was trash

i am so grateful!

i've done things i could never do without her
and now i have plans for future... realizable plans for good, really good (and compared to my past...) future

they shouted at me badly when i refused to tell them the name of the company i work at
and they don't trust me at all, they gave me some money as a gift and rejected to transfer it to me. wtf?

because of anxiety they give me, i cry often, and poor @ais05 has to listen to me and support me... i'm not a good gf i think ><

we will move and live together soon, and i won't talk to my parents anymore, but more than a month is left...

now i have a job and everything should become better in relatively little time, but my mood is getting bad more and more often

mainly because of my parents, they refuse to treat me as a human as usual, and now they just claim that everything i say is lie
and they more and more hostile, confident in their innocence and make no sense at all

maybe it's too early to rejoice
but my employer is the one who is looking for people who will do work good, and he doesn't take meaningless formalities into account

though... they didn't need yet another person, they forgot to remove the job offer and i applied
and they got amazed with my cv

though my girl said that it's an impostor syndrome, which i told her i had before and got rid of...

i tooted about me finding out what eth is before, and thought that i don't have money to develop for it :c though the platform seemed interesting to me

and now, i will develop for it! great

i will work with interesting things! my favourite, routine tasks automation, blockchain and ethereum with its smart-contracts
also a bit of osint

too good for me...

my employer trusts me too much for a newcomer... and i'm anyway not that good for that job ><

i already fixed (rewrote) a small thing for them... want to prove i'm worth that asap ><

coded in python, which i don't know. not as bad as it was previous time i tried

phew
finally home and tired

first day at work was great
and the way to my girl's place was more exhausting than the whole workday because of traffic jams and heat

reading a github project readme
>So, because "Nobody reads the readme", I have disabled this.

i do!.. i'm not gonna use that project, but i enjoy reading readmes sometimes...

chose hp pavilion with amd a12, 16GiB ram and an ssd, a 23" monitor with VA matrix and a mechanical keyboard...

and they're ok with it, even though it's expensive...

my employer asked me to choose a working machine from an internet shop... dunno what to choose!

yaaay i got that job

morning, fedi

my hdd (insert into odd slot with an hdd caddy) was making a strange hissing sound, i remounted it, and it became silent, but i'm afraid that it's bad for the hdd...

couldn't understand any info besides temp (was 36°C) from s. m. a. r. t.
is there any way to find out if it's ok?

just hope i won't be too nervous and don't forget anything. including posture...

a bit nervous before tomorrow's interview, but i'm mentally ready for it. bought some pens and a notebooks, dunno what else do i need

phew, i'm home