leip4Ier @leip4Ier@infosec.exchange

my hdd (insert into odd slot with an hdd caddy) was making a strange hissing sound, i remounted it, and it became silent, but i'm afraid that it's bad for the hdd...

couldn't understand any info besides temp (was 36°C) from s. m. a. r. t.
is there any way to find out if it's ok?

just hope i won't be too nervous and don't forget anything. including posture...

a bit nervous before tomorrow's interview, but i'm mentally ready for it. bought some pens and a notebooks, dunno what else do i need

phew, i'm home

@ais05 finally we forced ourselves to go to a grocery store
bought a lot of food (i rarely have so much of it)
then we saw the moon, it was huge, and i thought that i can go and take it and bring it home
we headed towards it, and it disappeared behind trees... >.>

i came to @ais05 's at 6, we cuddled, slept, cuddled, slept till the rest of the day, and then just lied together hugging

finally, i can go to bed now
yet again two hours later than i needed to
but today it isn't my fault... (at least if we assume one doesn't choose their parents and a country to live in before birth)

though, if nobody except the one i trust knows who i am irl, it's just a waterfall of information, to connect which to a person, you'd need a neural network that has info from cctv cameras, probably

not sure, i wouldn't be so confident in my privacy, but i've become much less anxious about it lately. as long as it isn't made public and posted in a newspaper

so... anonymity, while keeping it possible to share my thoughts, and have some people who would read it. that was my dream for a long time

(this isn't too personal to talk about on mastodon, is it?)

and people call me paranoid. while if you aren't someone scary or suspicious and you ask me about myself, i'll probably first tell you everything, and then think "should've i?"

like... not many people know my name and my age, and i'm careful about not tooting train or night sky photos. but my current life situation, which is much more important, isn't a secret

dunno, i'm confused about people's boundaries (everywhere, network, real life...), when i can vent and not make people sad, when i can share happy things and not make people envious, and when i'd better not talk at all and keep a poker face

and my own boundaries... sometimes i know that something is too personal and i don't want to share, but sometimes i toot or send messages and after that think that not many people would share such things, and wether should've i

on the other side, a ¼ of mastodon is probably sharing problems... and people here favourite my posts about them, sometimes even more than something interesting and tech-related or something happy about life

eeh, some folks here write about their problems or something like that, and i'm like "i want to share my thoughts! but those thoughts about my problems, similar to others' ones... does anybody want to hear about my problems?"

when i mention someone, it isn't my profile, which is my place, anymore, it's someone else's territory, so...

@ais05 but there was no pizza... or wait, i remembered that we bought frozen pizza ~2 weeks ago, and forgot about it. lucky! we cooked it and it was tasty

after that, we came home, cuddled (how much time we spent doing it...), while talking i told @ais05 a story which includes pizza, and she said: 'now i want pizza!'

i just don't know how to describe that feeling... too good for words ^^"

and we took some photos! i'm even starting to like myself visually! but @ais05 is way cuter ^.^

@ais05 and before that, we walked in a park near to the beach
so great, it even had beautiful ladders and bridges. and squirrels! we didn't feed one because we were afraid to overfeed it, as some children gave some food to it before. but the children gave us some food to feed the squirrel from hands! it was so cute!

i'm very grateful to @ais05 , who took me to a nice hidden beach, which had not too many people. the water sound is so cool, and there wasn't as much sun as we were afraid there would be (in fact, there was no sun at all >.> but anyway, cool)

were just sitting together, she was drawing and i was watching. the art, which is awesome, is on her mastodon page

today was awesome, but the heat at the end of the day, some psychological issues and people staring at me on streets worsened my mood

and evercookies and fingerprinting... why would one need that?
i use extensive tracker blocking and some things to override the default parameters used for tracking. but average user is not aware of this, they could get shocked knowing someone knows their interests and demographic data

as for dnt header: it makes sense until a browser turns it on by default. after that, it doesn't depend on a user's consent, so useless